Have u ever wondered? thinking back of wad great fun u had in ur childhood etc.. I was listening to my oboe concertos through the discman which my Eldest sis gave me for my last year's birthday.. It was a sad movement and I started to think back into my primary sch friends who were with me for up to 6 years.. The teachers who cared for me.. the cleaners who smiles at me.. wad a happy time in sch!! My mind was filled with all the memories and i could not control my tears... i cannot bear to put down the past..

Presently, the sec 4s are going to leave me.. I cannot blame them for I am the one who did not study hard enough and i am in a N class.. one more year for me.. Will there still be laughter and love which I got from ppl in my batch..? Will I still feel any love in the band?? I am already feeling very down nowadays and have been saying tht I do not want to go for the balloon hat.. I do not know why but I jus feel tht Oboe is seriously not an instrument to go for marching by the beach..? Nvm.. I'll see how it goes.. I hope tht no one will hate me or wad for all this I am doin... (>.<). I am jus stress and mad at the moment.. hope tht everyone can forgive me if i offend anyone..

Life is going to carry on.. I hope tht I am strong enough to face up for any coming problems etc..

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